| Raseberry Rose | ||||||||||||||||||||
| About Me | And I Love You | |||||||||||||||||||
| Hi, my name is Nikki, I am 14 almost 15. Right now there is a guy in my life that I love very much and he loves me, but for certain reasons we aren't going out right now. He has changed my life for the better I think, and that is good. My life at this point flows freely and goes where ever God intended it to go. I do whatever my heart tells me to do, sometimes I get hurt, but everyone does sometime, just some more than others. I have had a complicated life that has had its harsh moments and I got through them. I didn't sit and saulk in them, I got through them and made the best I could out of it. I don't like what I went through but I think that it made me a better person. I can deal with things better now. I guess that is kind of why I like this picture, because it is relaxing and it makes me feel like my soul is flying free. I feel like I can do anything I want to as long as I put my heart to it. I love to make people feel better about themselves. I think that everyone can and should at least once in their life time feel like royalty for at least fifteen seconds. That is something probably everyone needs. I love to give out advice to people. If I can't be a Certified Public Accountant (CPA) when I grow up then I want to be some type of counselor. I love to help people out and lead them to a better place in my life. That is what helped me when I was growing through hard times in my life with my father. But if I become a CPA then I want to do charity work or vonunteer work for an organization. I just have this need in me to help others because I was given help when I needed it and even if I wasn't told be someone that I helped them I know I did because I never told my counselors that they helped me but they did. I have a craving to make myself feel good by helping others and I really like that craving because I know that it can't really hurt me. I love to write poetry. Just recently my poetry notebook was stolen and no one even after me making an announcement that I would give them money would bring it back to me. I know that they are only poems but they are poems held dear to me and poems that were about me and my life when I was having troubles and when I felt good, so it hurts to know that someone would feel good out of taking them from me. I put so much heart into my poem writing and that is what anyone should do if they are writing poems because otherwise it isn't a poem. My boyfriend and I write poetry about each other all the time and we make each other feel special when we do that. Or we write poetry about what we think needs to be changed or a problem in our relationship. All it is is our feelings on paper, and I think it is unique how we can do that for each other. If you don't have that in your ralationship you should because no matter what you think poetry can help very much in a relationship that is having troubles making it through the falls life. |
Closing my eyes at night or even in the light making you appear...dancing...drifting in and out of my field of vision...lithe...graceful, you move the fluid motion, like water rippling down a summer brook...and I love you... Taking my hand...your smile affixes me...freezes me to the place where I am...watching you...wanting to touch you deeper than you have ever been before, or will again...we walk among the clouds...light shimmers from you face...drops of dew cling to your gown...reflecting sunlight to your face...your beautiful face...and I love you... Sliding down a rainbow, as if a sliding board, my arms catch you...my eyes adore you...mylips whisper you name endlessly...kiss you softly...my ears hear music fill the air from the wind as it whistles by...and I love you... We run, we laugh, we talk and we play...we love sharing life, the joy it brings...the moments of tender thoughts and feelings coming true...and when my eyes open, it is not over...for you are very much with me... And if I have not told you today...I love you | |||||||||||||||||||
| Kyle | ||||||||||||||||||||
| This is a picture of Kyle by his swimming pool. Kyle and I are a match made in heaven by his sister Beth. Kyle gave me the name Raseberry Rose, and since then he has called me it. Kyle and I are going to be together forever and that is the way it should be. Kyle is my best friend, boyfriend, lover, and partner, there is nothing that I know of that can break the bond that we share. Kyle writes me poems and they are always very sweet and special to me. I know that they come from his heart and that makes me feel good about myself. The poem above is one he wrote for me. Our love for each other is phenonminal and very unexplainable. I love you Kyle. | ||||||||||||||||||||
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